Tuesday, October 28, 2008

WhAt I CaRe AbOuT

Naam I care about my ilaqs, my aipaqs, and many other things. I care about them because they mean a lot to me. Without them I can't imagine how my life would be.
Besides the people I care about, I care about basketball, school, my snow machine...kiikwa i'll finish this when i get the chance
 

Homesick-artua


LOL... I'm homesick...I miss my bed, my house, my mom, my sisters, and my other friends. Tagaum I'm trying not to be homesick by doing fun things that would make me forget the the fact that I'm homesick. But it just seems to seep back into my mind, the thought of missing the people I hardly get to see now. I guess you notice it too, I bet. Ah! maybe and maybe I'll get used to it sooner or later. But 3 months had passed by and I don't seem to stop missing home. I guess thats how moving feels, right?



Monday, October 13, 2008

The seemingly "Long term" stay in Kasigluk

Staying in Akiuk... whew it's scary staying on the small side for me because it's like I'm trapped on a little island and don't have a way out. Scary because what if I get hurt when the ice is thin and stuff? scary, that freaks me out a lot. Some times I wish I was at home in Atmautluak, in my house and on my bed writing in my journal and listening to Gospel music. Oh how I really miss my aana and my two younger sisters. 
Sometimes I regret moving here, but at least I moved because of this AWESOME school. I'm not saying that I don't like this village, but I just miss being at home. It is different living here. Different because it is small and sometimes creepy at night when most of the light thing poles are off.
Seems like I have been away from home for many years. I kind of forgot my friends that I have back home. I hardly know them now. I miss the way they always used to make me laugh till I could not stand.
I spend my time here in Kasigluk mostly in our house being bored. But I like the fact that most friends come over to visit just in time, when I'm really bored. But I never really got to know them really well yet. 
Kiikwa I'll write more when my thinker bulb turns on again... 

Today....

Today I was bored. It was a boring day because Aanajoy wasn't here. ummm....naam I'm just bored:P

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Moving here... hmm... let me tell you...

 Let's see... I didn't really think first before I moved. I moved here three days before school started. I was so scared to move here, but I just thought about how this school was; I knew it was a very good school. I thought that I would do better here, but some of my grades aren't very good as they were back home. I'm not really sure why I got bad grades, I usually do pretty good and I mostly used to get A's and B's. I guess it's just that I think too much in class, things that aren't related with school work.
Oh!! I was scared of being stuck here on this side (Akiuk) for a while too...kiikwa kiingan i'll edit it when I remember what things i was scared of....